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Friday, April 28, 2006 || 12:08:00 AM
evEr try hiTtinG a dEntiSt?... i diD...i coUldn'T hElp iT thoUgh, hE waS jUZ cAUsinG mE tOo mUCh pAin...i mEan i nOE iT's bOund tO acHE bUt dO u reAllie haFta aPplY tAT mUch foRce?...anD iF i duN dO taT tO mYSelF i duN sEe whY i shLd aLlow u tO dO taT tO mE...u cAN teLl ME soRry aFter taT anD i'LL forgivE u bEcox i hAf aLreaDi paId baCk...jUZ duN eXpecT mE tO apOlogiSe aS weLL...tAT aSide, wAT's wiF thE 'iT'd bE eASier foR uS iF u cAN brUSh uR teEth b4 coMing thE neXt tiME'...u r a deNtiSt fOr gOodneSs sAKe anD u eXpecT Ur cuStomerS tO maKE thIngS eASier foR u?...wEll, iF taT coMes wiF a diScouNt i certAInlY duN mINd...i nOe iT's coUrtesY bUt duN tAKe iT foR graNted, of coUrse i eAT jUZ b4 i coMe siNce i caN eAT pRoperlY afTEr taT...iMAgiNe mY hOrRor aT hIS pRofeSsionaLism whEn i riNSe oUt a fOod bIt tAT bElonGEd tO mY luNch b4 tHE denTAl aPpt aT diNNer tiMe...tiS timE i aM clEver eNufF nOt tO meNtion wAT coLours i wAnt foR mY ruBber baNds...anD whEn tHe nUrse gAve mE onLi yeLlow anD gReen tO chOose fRm, i aSked foR oTher oPtionS anD goT tUrquOise inSteaD...anD i tiNk i lOok beta iN tuRquOise thAN eRmmMm? pUrple?
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006 || 1:23:00 AM
wAt doEs it feEl lIke tO dO stUff aGAinst ur oWn sWeeT wiLL?...
lEt mE teLl u...
it feEls lyk shit...
sO hEre aND nOW i haF dEcideD...
iT's onLi mE mE mE aND mE nOw...
yOu bEt u r right whEN u guEsS i feEl lYk shIt nOW...tO aDd oN i feEl aLone aND abANdoNEd, pLus a whOle deaL oF nEgativE feElings i duNnO whEre theY camE frOm anD hOW thEY geT rOoted iN mY hEart, braIN anD waTEva othEr oRgans thEY uSe iN thIS scEnariO...
bUt lYk thE wisEst, mOSt clIChe anD oWaez foRgotteN stATement thAT i wAS remIndeD oF toNite...whEN u hIt roCk bOttoM thEre's nOwhEre eLSe u cAN gO eXcept uPwaRds...anD despIte aLl thAt tHAT iS mAnifesting iNSide OF mE,eaTing mY guTS oUt anD rUiniNg mE, i aM teLLing it nOt tO pUsh iTs lUck tOo fAr...
i aM stRong i kNOW...i dEfinaTelY aM...
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Sunday, April 23, 2006 || 1:02:00 AM
i jUZ clEareD 39 eMials iN lyK 5 mIns...aM i eFficienT oR waT?...wEll heLL, aCtuaLLi i aM suPer duPer iNefFicient anD iT iS cleArly eVidenT bY e reSidenCe oF 39 maiLS iN mY iNbox...i aM sEriousLy gEttiNg stReSseD ouT...bUt luCky mE hElp caME jUZ whEN i nEedeD iT anD iT toTAlLy bLEw mY miNd oFf kNowinG hOW suM pPle cAN bE sO gOOd foR uR bODy miND anD soUl...sO fiRSt i sHAll stARt bY apOLogiSIng tO mY WIL pRoj mATes fOR mY laCk oF eFficiencY duE tO mY sCreWed uP pErsonaL liFe anD nOt-woRthy-enUFf-tO-bE-aN-eXcuSe hEctiC woRk lIFe...i aM truLy soRry bEcoX iT dRagS iNto eXamS anD pLus i kNOW i hAf matEs whO aRe vEry coNCerneD abT thEir graDes, maTes whO slAck tOo mUCh,sTudiEs laST miN anD i aM takIng tAT vEry mIn, anD oF coURse maTEs whO neEda stUdy N nUMber oF timEs...soRry soRry SORRY...i loSt mUCh timE thAT i sHld haF sPent wiF mY bOOks, doG, faMily anD freNS tAT i knOw i cAN nV maKE iT uP tOo...haIZ...woRst pArt bEing i aM nOt sUre iF i wiLL stART maKiNg aMEndmenTS aT aLL bEcoX weLL, i reALlie geT cArrIEd aWay oH sO ofTEn...dArn mY laCk oF foCus...i cAnnoT stAnd mYSelF taT waY...bUt suMtimEs iT gEts sO swEet i reAllie caN'T hElp faLling iNto tAT bOttoMleSs pIt taT i knOW i aM waSTinG mY tiME iN...*siGhs*
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Saturday, April 15, 2006 || 12:55:00 AM
iT's a doUble agAIn...bUt oTher thaN saVing tiME anD mOney, i aM nOt TAT haPpie aBt iT...iT's fuNny hOW waT might eXcite u iN thE pAst nO lONgeR haS e sAMe eFfecT afTEr suM timE iSn't iT?...tAT aSide, dO u pPle tiNk iT's mORe tRustwoRthy whEn a gOod lOokiNg gaL cLAims tAt sHe's mOlesteD iN coMpariSon tO aN uGlieR, ratHEr a gaL wiF zEro quaLitieS...oR iS thEre nO diFf?...
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Thursday, April 13, 2006 || 2:37:00 AM
toDAy i mEt uP wiF mY beSt frEn...i lOve hEr sO mUch...tHAnz bABe...
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Friday, April 07, 2006 || 11:44:00 AM
i loVE pLEasanT, smIlinG cuStomerS...fuNNy, huMourous aND lEsbiaN, tAT iS e wAY i lOve mY cuStomers...nOt taT i gEt tO piCk thEm aLL thE timE thoUgh...bUt i haTE tO adMit thAt i aM biaSed iN taT waY, vEry mUCh liKE tO thInk oF mYSelF aS a pRofeSsionaL sALes aSsistaNt/ pEt aDvisoR...bUt yeS, i loVE tO sEe mY oWn kiND, rATher mY 'fAmilY' liKE hOW tAT cuStomeR deSCribeD iT yeST...anD iT's jUZ sOothiNg tO sEe pEOple bEIng mOSt coMFortablE wiF thEir oRientatiOn, nOt hiDIng iT iN e clOSet...whEN i toLD hEr iT's a lIttlE diFficulT tO giF hEr a disCount coX shE's nOt a mEmber anD mY suPervisOR waS arD...shE tOOk a glANce anD toLD mE 'tEll hEr leSbiaN mUZ helP leSbiaN'...shE pRob diN nOE bUt tiS weIRd nEed tO wAnt tO bE uNiteD anD taT eXact saME liNE oWaez pOps uP whEnever i aM iN a pOSitioN tO hElp...maYBE taT's waT hAppenS whEn u aRe iN a miNoritY grOup...bUt aNYway, nICe cuStomers (leSbiaN oR nOt) reALlie brIghtenS oNE's daY...i hoPE tOnite i mEet suCh cusTomerS, maYBE hEr?...chEers...
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006 || 11:56:00 AM
aM i gEttiNg tOo oLD tO catCh uP wiF thE yOung?...i sEriouSly doUbt 2 yEars iS mUch oF a diFf...anD i duN tiNk bEing ruDe oR pUttiNg deMAnds/deADline oN suMone doIng u a faVour sHld bE mAde a tREnd/ waY oF liFe...weLL, tiS tiME i shALL enDure iT...tHEre'LL bE nO nExt tiME...anD waT iRks mE thE mOSt iS mY oWN bLooD reLAtioN iS amOngsT thEM...ruDe ruDE ruDE...diSgustinG pEople...
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Saturday, April 01, 2006 || 1:03:00 AM
jUz bEcoZ u R aT hOme mOre oFten thAN mE doEsn't mAke U mOre uSefuL iN thE faMIly...vAcuUminG e flOOr iS uR aSsigneD chOre whiLE wE aLL hAf oUR oWn...iF u tiNk wE aRe nOt doIng oUR jOb u cAN teLL uS bUt duN wAit tiL i reMind u aBt uR uNfiNished buSIness theN u sTARt teLLing mE abT wAT 'eXtras' u diD oR whoSe duTies u coVEred...nO woNDer nO maTter hOW maNy tiMEs thE hoUShold chOReS aRE diStriButeD, thEy jUZ nEver gEt doNE...iT iS fruStratIng lYk tAT...pLus, caLl uRselF a doG loVEr oR pRocliaMing thAT u waNt a goLDen retRiever...mAYbe u shLd wAIt tiL nExt lIFe whEre u leArn wAT iS caLLed cAring foR a doG...sEnse oF bEloNginG iN uR faMilY iS nOT giVEn, iT iS cREated...duHZ!