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Thursday, September 28, 2006 || 10:22:00 AM
i nV toT onE day, or ratHer niTe, i wouLd coMe tO feaR foR mY lIfe...feAr oF suM aSsaUlt, oF sumOne stRikinG mE doWn fRm bEhinD...bUt thEn aGain, iT wuN matTer evEn iF taT haPpeneD beCox i haF nEver bEen mORe uNhaPpie in mY eNtire lIfe...iT's sAd that apPeARances caN be sO vaStlY difFereNt fRm e reaLity tO e eXtent of dEceiT...iT's aS iF e eNtire bEing haS traNSfoRmeD, soRta lYk a catErpilLAr tO a bUtterflY, oTHEr thaT thIs traNsfoRmatioN iS pRobabLy iN reVersE oRder...i duNno hoW tO deAl wiF e uGlineSs oF iT aLL...wEnt foR traiNinG yeSt, aS usuaL mY taEguek suZ...aNd i duN reaLLie nOe hOW tO aPPreciaTe cOachiNg wiThouT eMpathY...aCtuaLLi i tiNk iT iS mOre aCCuratE tO saY thaT thaT lOOk oF diSgusT oN uR faCE disGusTs mE...bUt siNce i aM aPPlyiNg waT i haF leaRn oN tuEs i wiLL jUZ laFf iT off iN huMblEneSs...beCox i nOE mY owN lIfe, i nOe iN pRoportioN hoW muCh i pUt iN anD iF i aM hAppiE wiF taT amT whO's tO saY aNithiNG?...wEll, i aM goIng tO leaRn waT e naTionaL aThem meaNs....bEcox jEffreY gOH saYs taT 3/4 oF thOse whO siNgs iT doeSn't...quiTe e mInoritY siNCe oNli e miNoritY siNgs iT...haHaz...oKI, iT's oFf tO e denTist...uPdatE ltR iF i caN....
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 || 3:34:00 PM
iT's aNothEr tuEsdaY paSsed anD nOW tHere's oNli onE laSt waYne's lEctuRE lEft...tAt's jUZ sO saDDeniNg coX tuEsdaYS haF bEen mY faVouritE daY oF thE weEk foR thEsE teN lOng wEeks oF mY 5tH sEmestEr...aND i tiNk thERe aRe stiLL mUCh tO lEArn fRm wAyne...aNywaY i aM suRe gOnnA miSs hIm oN tuEsdaYS...anD sO, nO maTTer iF i maY be e oNli gaL oR stuCk iN aN aWkwaRd siTuatioN wiF wEirdos, i aM goIng for e eCO caMP...e iTinErary lOoks sO-sO anD i haF buT meT 3 malAysiaN-soUndinG guYS whOm i aSsumEd aRe coNfirmEd gOing...*siGhs*...i hoPE thEre aRe suM plEasanT suRprisEs oN iTS miRaculOus waYS...tHE paSt feW wEeks haF bEen aN emOtionaL roLLer cOASter riDe...i suRE hoPE thIngs gEt beTTa fRm noW oN...e bIggesT qUestioN iN mY bRain haS tO bE whY suM caN maKE sUch deMEaninG remArks duRing aN aRguemEnt wiF suM1 whO's iMportant tO u?...whOm u cAre aBout?...wAt aBout e coNSequenCes?...diD thEy thInk tAT thOSe remArks jUZ vaNish iNto thIn aiR afTer aN apOlogY?...i meaN suRe, aLL soRts oF meaN stUff coMes oUt oFf mY mOuth bUt theY weRe nEver diRecteD aT anYonE whO meaNt aNithiNg tO mE...i duN coME wif aN 'oN/oFf' buTtoN taT aUtomaTicaLLy shUts doWn mY shORt-teRm mEmOry sO i reAlliE caN't jUZ bE aLL nIcey anD swEet iN a spLit sEconD...e oNE thiNG i leaRnt toDAy iS tO 'bE opEn tO cRiticISm'...nEvermiND hoW vEry uNachIEveaBle thEse foUR woRds aRE, i stiLL waNNa trY mY uTmoSt tO aChievE taT 'goD-liKE' stATe sO maYBe i cAn gO heAven iN e vEry enD...haHAha...i thRive oN aChievIng thIngS pEoplE caNnot, bEhaving iN a wAY oUt of thE nORm, oBvioUSly aTTentiOn-sEekinG tO suM...bUt iT's aLL iN a vEry jOAnne wAY sO iT stiLL jUZ mE foR mE anD nOt lYk waT e coMMon pEoplE tiNk...i nOE pEople aRe fiRing aCross bLogs reCentlY buT i sEriouSly dO aPPreciaTe if mY naME dUn geT mEntionEd...eSp wiF regArds tO e coNteXt iT wAS revEaleD uNDer...duN gO aLl e waY tO thE eDge...duN pUSh thiNgs tOO faR...anD duN kEep siNkinG uR teEth iNto suMboDy elSe's flEsh, duN keEp biTinG...
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 || 2:10:00 PM
i lOve hOney stARs...bUt nOt aS mUCh aS eFficient nItes...eFficient aS iN eXcellenT (iN mY vEry oWn oPiniOn) woRk aNd iN a shOrt shOrt timE...sUmtimEs i jUZ gEt sO ovErweLmed bY thESe suDden iNspiRAtioNS i feEl tOo iNtelligenT tO bE huMble...hAhaHa...anyWay, thEre's mOre thAn hONey sTars anD efFicient niTes tO chEer mE uP yeSterdaY...fiRst thIng fiRst, iT waS waYne's lEctuRe yeSterdaY...chArismA iS chArminG...thEn e pOssiBility oF gOing tO e leaDershIp caMp taT waYne maY bE leADing...i heARd sO mUch aBt thoSe camPs duRing clAss i reaLLie woNder hOW mUch iT cAN dO foR oRganisatIons...oF coURse, sEEing waYne oUtdOors iN a smALler groUp iS aN aDditionaL iNcentiVE...plUs iT's bEen lOng siNCe i dO anIthINg woRthy tO stiLL bE caLLEd aN OACian...
i wATch 'chArlie anD thE chOc faCtoRy' agAIn yeSt...sO taT maKes tWo cHarmiNg mEn iN a daY...peRfecT tEetH, soOn i wiLl haF them tOO!...
bUT suM guYS jUZ caNnot makE iT...gALs aRE nOt maTErialistIC, tHEy aRE jUZ nOt aS duMb aS bEforE tO maRRy a pOor maN & suFfer aLong...tHEy plAn fUrthEr thAN u...i duN uNDerstANd hOW suM caN be sO contEnteD wiF sO liTTle aChievemEnt anD reTort mE bY sayIng 'mOneY doEsn't enSure haPinEss'...wEll, 'poVErty eNsuRes uNhaPPineSs'...
riGht nOW i aM slACkinG aWay aT mY mkT pRoj diScusSion...anD jUZ siMplY mISsinG mY hEaven-liKE bEd...anD i stiLL haVE trAIninG tonIte...siGhz...
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006 || 1:03:00 AM
i reAd tiS sTory suMwherE whiCH i caN't reMembEr...a mOnstEr goT sO coNfusEd wiTh hIs huMan coMpanIon whO coUld bLow aT hiS hanDs tO waRm thEm anD thEn bLow aT hiS souP tO coOl iT...sO coNfusEd taT hE couLdn't bElievE whY huMans tiNk hE's scAry, huMans aRe jUZ sO coMplicatEd...waT hE diN noE waS, e bReatH waS e saMe...iT's jUZ taT e siTuatIons aRe diFferenT...nOt e leaSt biT coMplicatEd...i haVe alOt oF 'mOnstErs' aRd mE...e weEkenD waS quiTe waSteD...i waS lOOkiNg foRwaRd tO suM nICe bbQ timEs, chiLLing & boNDing sEssIons, anD a reaLLie sWeaT-iT-ouT bLADinG triP...nOne aCcompliShed oF coURse...a mAjoR majoR lEtdOWn...i hatE thoSe wHo hIt thEiR giRlfrenS, aLL e whiLE...bUt i nV puT mYSelF iN e shOEs oF e viCtim bEforE uNtiL reCentlY...thEY reaLLie bElieved iT waS aCCidentaL anD taT iT wouLD nV oCcur a seCond timE...i juZ hOpe waT sHE bElievEd iN woUld bE truE...hoPEfulLy tmR shE woUldn't cRy tOO mUch oR tOo haRd...iT's jUZ tOo mUch tO hoPe taT shE duN crY aT aLL...siGh...anYwaY, iT suZ haFinG uR pC doWn aND uR laPtoP nOt bE abLe tO doWnloaD uR pRoj...
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Saturday, September 16, 2006 || 4:15:00 AM
evErythiNg haS tO coME tO aN enD...anD nOW, e waIt haS enDed...i hoPe u fOund waT u aRe lOokiNg foR...aLL e besT...
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Monday, September 11, 2006 || 4:34:00 PM
i stEppeD iNtO e sWimmIng coMpleX finaLLi...leT's sEe whO i mEt tOday...1) mR hUNky (iN whIte sWimMinmg truNks mINd u)2)mS duN-waNNa-swiM-buT-weAr-3/4s-anD-biKini toP-tO-taN3)mS enErgiZEr (mY mOtivatIon iN e pOol)4) mR stRonG & stEAdy aH pEh5)mR abEng 1 & mR abEng 26) nS boY1, nS boY2, nS boY37) laSt bUt nOt leaSt, mS coAchy bUtchanD a whOle lOt oF sEc sCh stUDentS caStinG aS mR sMArtypanTs,mR iNconsiDeratE, mR/mS sWimmIng-breaDths, & mR i-aM goIng-tO-emptY-e-pOOl-whEn-i-diVe...
eXcept hE duN diVe, hE jUZ weLL, siNk...i diD 50 laPS iN oNe aNd a haLf hR, taT's 20 miNs pEr teN laPS anD 2 miNs peR laP...sEems lYk i sLoweD doWn...bUt i stEppeD iN tinKing 'okI,10lapS...mayBe 20....oki, bTW 10 to 20...'anD sO i aM preTty saTisfiEd wiF mYseLf, iN faCt i lOve e oVEr-aChievinG mE...anD e sSc stAff weRe lYk sO ruDe whEn i aSked foR thE sChedulE oF coURseS beiNg helD aT e coMpleX...olD balDing sSc uNcle: waT boArd?mE: e oNE taT shOws waT coURses helD heRe evErydaYoLD baLDinG sSc uNclE: whY? u waNNa leaRn sWiMming aH?mE: nO i waNNA aVoid e clASseS UNCLE!e fuNNiesT paRt iS i aSked hIm aFter i cAMe oUt oF thE pOOl, aFter i fiNIShed mY laps iN e mID afTErnOOn sUn, aFTer i goT goGGle maRks...anYways, i tiNk iT's veRy saD wHen u haF 6 bUcks leFt iN uR pOCket & u R stRAndeD aT e espLAnadE & u stiLL hafTA beG ur paRtner tO coMe anD mEet U/pICk u uP...nO maTTer whaT e reASon foR onLi bEing leFt w 6 bUcks & nO maTTer whetHEr ur paRtner diD coME doWn iN e enD...iT's jUZ sO demEaniNg...mAtch taT uP wiF u aRE waLkinG faSt tO e maLLs beCox u gOt a tuMMy aChe bUt caN't hElp woNderinG whY uR paRtner iS aSkinG u tO gO ahEad firsT whEn shE uSuallI waLKs lyK a roCket...anD nO, nOt beCox shE haD tO gO tO e atM...oH, oF aLL e deAThs taT haPPeneD oN e 11th oF sEpt, i kNow taT a trIcoloR shEtlaND iS tuRninG onE todaY tOO...
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Friday, September 08, 2006 || 1:15:00 AM
iT's eVil whEn u waLked aLL thE waY tO e sWimmIng coMpleX oNli tO fiND oUt thAt thEre'S a sSc teAm gaTHErinG...daRn, i tiNk thEY aLL weAR pRadA...beiNg, weLL buIlt anD tonEd thEY mUZ bE laFFIng aT pOOr mE wiF mY chANceS oF lOSing 1 paThetic oUnce oF faT ruIneD...toTAllY ruIned...gUESs theY wiLL oNli laFf lOUdeR whEn theY reaLise i haF a bBQ iN e eVEninG...e laSt tiME i waLkeD thEre, mORe thaN haLF a yR aGo, thEy weRE clOSed foR reNovatIons...jUZ hOW uNfaiR iS taT?...iT jUZ maKEs mE sO tEmpteD tO riNG yEkai uP sO taT i caN geT sOAkeD iN suM sWimMIng pOol, iF i caN foRget hOW uNtemptiNg coNdo pOOls aRE, fiLLEd wiF kIDs anD mAIds iN riDiculOus sWIm weaR...anD jUZ whEn i wAS abT tO blOG abT mY uNluckY daY,iNternet reFuse tO woRk iN thE aFternOOn anD blOgger haD suM teChnicaL pRob nOticE jUZ 10 mINs aGo...whICh maDe mE sTiLL afRaid i maY nOt bE aBle tO pUblISh tiS lOng, weLL wriTTen enTry aFTer aLL...bBq wAS coOl, clOSelY kNitteD freNs i wISh i coULD saY...i goT tO eaT mY bBq pRawns whICh i USualLy oNli gTE tO snIff aT evEry thURs nIte whEn i bLAde pASt...i jUZ nEEda uPloaD thE pICs sO taT i wuN geT naGGed aT tHE neXt mEEtinG...yEsh mS lEong i haVEn't triEd uPloaDing yEt, apOlogieS tO uR mUmmY foR mE...aNywaY, i wAS staRting tO thInk tHAt nO oNE nOEs whO i reaLLie aM anD thUS nOE nUts aBT hOW tO naG aT mE tiL i dIScoVEred thE eXceptioN of mUmmy deaRest...nOt foRgettiNg hEr abILity tO aCt asLP whEN i aM quArreLLing wiF suM pIg oVer thE foNE...tSk tsK tsK...nOT taT i aPpreciaTE thE naGGing bUt aT leaSt suMone's goTta dO iT riTE...sP aLL iN aLL, i skIppEd clASs aND yEt stILL diN maKE iT tO e pOols...i kEep sayIng tmR anD i woNDer whEn taT day wiLL coME...thE neW pOOl haS bEen oPEneD 5 mThs +++ nOW anD sTiLL i haVen sEt foOt iN iT yeT...siGh...
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Thursday, September 07, 2006 || 12:53:00 AM
nEvermiND iF i goT liEd tOo...neVErminD iF i diN geT mY cuBic doGgieS aT BOTH e bUgis anD pS brAnchEs...
nEvermiND iF haLF oF mY suShi dRoppEd oN e mOp...nEvermiND iF mY freNS caN't coNsoliDate theIR qNs iNto oNE mSg, noR hElp mE iN e pARty tmR...neVErmiND iF i wEnt aLL e wAY fRm naTIonaL libraRy tO beDok aND stiLL caNnot haF BOTH e boOks i waNted...nEvermiNd iF mY icE jElly haD coCktaiL iN iT...neVermiND iF suMone deSPisE mY doUDou bEcoZ hE dUn haS a fuLL whIte coLLAr anD foUr whIte soCks aNd bEcoX hE's ovErweiGht...nEvermiND iF suMone's nOt weaRing e bElt i gaVE hEr...nEvermINd i aM pRob nOt geTtinG miNE fRm u...nEvermiND iF u R sO biTTer aBt mY paSSing or doUble pRomotioNs...nEvermiND iF i haFTa sIt tHru suPPEr wiF a pIG-aCtinG-lIKE-humAN guY...i'vE goT mYSelF i cAN depEnd oN...i'VE goT 7 otHEr diFFerenT cuBic doGGies sitTing iN e wiNDow...i'vE goT 3 anD 1/2 pIEceS oF suSHi haLF diGEsteD...i'vE goT freNS whO carES, oNE waY oR anOtheR... i'VE goT twO oTHEr bOOks tO reaD...i'vE goT aWarenEsS nV tO eaT icE jeLLy (oR anY otHEr deSsert reaLLie) frM therE anYmore...i'vE goT aN aLIve, aDorabLE, (laZy noNEtheleSs), obEdienT doG whO loVEs mE moRE thaN mANy oTHErs tO stiCk aRd iN mY lIFE foR sO lONG...i loVE hiM!...i'vE goT memOrieS oF taT bElt...i'vE goT haNDs tO woRk foR mY owN bElt...i'vE goT lUCk, gOOd sOcialiSing skiLLS iF nOt taE-gueK oNEs...i'vE goT a goOD laFf abT hiM faLLinG iNto thE draIn aT hiS graNDma'S...iN liFe, i wiLL lEarn tO giVE tHanZ...anD i bElievE taT wiLL briNG mE certAIn diStancE iN liFe...makE mE leSS greEdy tOO sO i wuN bE sO uNHAppIE...oR geT iNto tOo mUCh sHIt...thiNk abT iT...whEther woMen stAY hoMe wiF heR kIDs oR gOEs oUt tO woRk, tHEy owAEz lOSe oUt...eiTher thE husBANd chEats oN hEr oR thE kiDs mIStakE thE maID foR mUM...whY iSSit thaT e mEn oWaeZ wiNS?...
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Saturday, September 02, 2006 || 1:37:00 AM
i aTtendeD hUimin'S coNvo toDay...shE lOokeD faBulouS, sO diD jaNettE...anD thE pICs tUrn oUt reAlliE grEat...juZ taT tHEre wAS tiS stIR oF eMotioNS i aM nOt quiTE suRE hOW tO deScribE iT...maYbe it's aN acCumulaTion oF mEetinG niCole yeSt, aNnie aND jEsS toDay...pLus yEst wAS aNnie's coNvo...iT's jUZ taT i aM e laST tO stEp iNto thE woRkinG sOCiety, i feEl lYk a kID aT tiMes whEn i aM wiF thEm...thEY aRE toKking aBt iNvesTmeNt, cARs, maRriagEs, coSmeticS, bLAh blaH bLaH whICh i caN't reAllie jOin iN...anD thEre iS tiS ovErwhelMing deSire tO faSt foRwarD mY lIfe tO oNE yR lTr whEre i woUld tOo haF grAduateD...mUch lYk 'clIck'...anD thE coMpetitivE siDe oF mE whICh kePt sCreAmiNG 'cATch uP' iN mY braiN iS juZ adDing oNto mY alReadI mEsseD uP mInd+heARt...anD sO i guEsS MAYBE a jOb aT a sMAll uN-lisTEd coMpanY wuN dO foR mE whEn i graD...i wuN bE aBle tO hIt mY persoNal tARgets lyk taT...wE shAll sEe...wE toKkeD abT kIDs toDAy...aBt hOW paRents pLAy aN iMportaNt paRt iN nUrturinG anD shaPing thE kIddO's lIfe...wE toKked abt thE pOOr,rUde,uncivilisEd kID wE aLL sAW (aT diFf tiMEs) aT e tuNnel toWardS whEeloCk whO's 'buSking' wiF hiS daD...aBt jEsS's bF's nEpheW...aBt aLl e kIds taT bEhavE iN e waYS tHEy shLdn't...e coUrseS kidS haFta tK nOw aND e pOssibLE reaSOns...sEe whY i feEl sO...dEtacheD?...kIDs?...i wiSh thEy diSappEar fRm e faCE oF e eArth...wE toKked abT gUYs...hMmMm?...weLL, thEre'S tiS oNE whO f***** hiS gF's frEn & hiS bRo's eX-es & whAckeD hiS bRo beCoz hE diN wANna lEt hIm F***** e cuRreNt oNE whOm hE wAS sERiouSly iN loVE wiF...i tiNk thE twO bRos sHLD jUZ bE cAstratEd...aNywaY, iF u coUld chOose, whIch hOroscoPe wOuld u pRefer uR kiD tO bE?...
