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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 || 12:07:00 PM
iT's haLLowEen tOdaY...lOng lOng loNg lonG loNg lonG tiMe aGo, i maDe a pAct wiF suMone tO meEt up tiS daY evEry yeAr bE iT whEtheR wE arE stiLl a coUple...taT deAL waS seaLEd oN thE wRaPPEr oF mAcdoNAld's mCmuFfiN bFasT i reMEmbEr...iT wAS nEver evEr reaLised, tiS althOugh-muTuaL aGreemEnt...nOt evEn oNce...sO maNy yeaRs afTer i nO loNger tiNk iT wiLl evEr bE reaLiseD, nO loNger hOpe for oR wiSheD for eithEr...the onLi thiNg i dO iS woNder iF tiS agrEemEnt evEr cRoSs hEr miNd oN tiS daY or aNy oTher dAY...iT's bEen tOo loNg...tO mE, shE iS lIke a fRen whO haS paSseD awaY...bUt i nOe tiS anD maNY oTher stuFf i wuN foRget...liKE hOW tO spElL 'iDiot' & 'eXercisE'...hA...aNd i oWaeZ toT thoSe whO caN't remAIn freNS wiF thEir eXs mUZ bE baD in oNe waY or aNotheR, eXcludinG thOse eXtremE caSes...i caN't iMAginE pEOple chANginG a nEw haRd disK altoGether whEn thEy switChed paRtners...iT's lIke gF+nEw mEmory sPAce iS a pAckagE...
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Friday, October 27, 2006 || 11:37:00 PM
i juZ waNteD tO waTched e tV...
a reAL pEacefuL nIte...
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 || 1:18:00 AM
i aM aN oFficIAl bLAck bElt...yOu'd tiNk thReE chEers?...iRoniCalLy, i haVe loSt mY fiGhtinG spirIt...i aM tOO tiRed tO fiGht yOU yoU yoU anD yOu...for yoU yOu yOu oR yOu...i aM jUSt sO oVErwhElmeD bY thE neGAtivitiEs...i guESs iT is paRt aNd paRceL of grOWinG uP, anD if sO, cAN i stAY liTTle foR aWhilE...maYbe taT's whY i delIgHt iN sHoPpinG aT tOy's'rUs, loVe bUIldinG saNdcaStleS anD aBsolUtelY miSs plaYinG aT thoSe hUge iNflaTablE cAStlEs whEre i aM alreadI pRohibiTed tO dreAM aBouT...i duN waNNa fiGht anYmoRe, evEn if iT iS for my riGhts...nO eXplaINatioNs, nO nOthinG...bUt i wiLL nEver foRget thEm, oNe daY i wiLL hunt thEM doWn...nEverthelEsS, it iS aNothEr pErsoNAl aChievEment thaT i aM iMmensEly pRoud oF...evEn iF oThers tiNk mE uNworthY...iF u tiNk u R betA thaN mE, i aM sO sorrY for yOu thAT thE paNel of jUDges oBvioUSlY duN shAre uR pOint oF vIEws...iT's aPPArent thAT u wuN kEep uR oPiniONs tO uRselF, nEitheR wiLL i rEbukE U...bEcoX i nOE, u R nOW mY jUnior...nOthinG mORe, nOthinG leSs...i aM stiLL stronG, i stiLL nOE waT i aM maDe oF...i cAN anD i wiLL remAIn doCile anD bE a 'SlEeping' voLcanO foR noW...whiLE plaTes stiLL moVe i remInd u...oNE daY u wiLL aLL reGRet, reGRet thaT thE neXt eRuptiOn wiLL ovErwhElm YOU, wiLL kiLL yOU, wiLL makE u feEl lYk u wiSh u wEre nEver bOrn...gO oN, stEp aLL oVEr mE wHEn i aM doWn...i nEver foRget thIS, anD i wiLL nEver evEr foRgiVE thIS...
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Thursday, October 19, 2006 || 4:18:00 PM
juZ poSteD suM piCs uP...raNdoM pIcs iN mY diGitaL caM, anD i tRieD noT tO rePEat thOSe thAt i pOSteD uP mY friEndsteR bUt waT e hEll, i tinK suM aRe stiLL repEateD aNYwaY...laST niTe wE goT iNtO aN aCcidEnt whIle goIng tO eCp foR oUr supPEr...e aCcidEnt bRought uP suM iSsuEs tAt staRteD mE tiNkinG...i tiNk aCcidenTS dO stUff lYk tiS quiTe eFfortLessLy...u stARt tO tiNk wAT iS iMpt tO u, wAT haPPens iF u diE thEre anD thEn, wAT woUld bE thE regRets u pOssiBly haF...stART tinKing yeSh, bUt i aM nOt reALlie dOIng aNythinG abT mY toTs yeT...iT's a woNder hOW suM pPle tinK u aRe e woRst huMan bEinG evEr bUt u cAN bE such a DarliNg tO oThers lIvinG ont hE sAMe pLAnet...suMonE toLd mE iT haS suMthIng tO dO wiF thE fReqEuncy anD waVElength oF vArioUS iNdiviDuaLS...i cAN't hElp thInkIng 'Then iSnt it eASier lIvinG wiF pPle whO tiNk u R goOd"...oR sHLd e coRRect aTTituDe bE stRivinG tOWarDs iMproVEment?...e pRobleM iS i cAN't sEem to See wHAt iS wRonG wiF bEinG sTraIghtfORwaRd (i jUZ tyPE tiS sEnteNce w/o lOokiNg aT thE kEyboaRd!)...i duN sEe a nEeD tO diSguiSe mY anGer, diSgusT, diSappOintmeNt aT moSt pOints oF tiME...anD i fuRther duN sEe whY i woUld bE teRMed 'yoUng' (a betA wOrd foR chIldisH reALlie) jUX bEcoX of taT...maYBe hoNestY iSn't sO mUch aPPreciaTEd anYmore iN e soCiety...bY thE sO-caLLed elItes, woRkinG clAss withouT a biT oF clAss...bY e mCps, shOrt yEt sElf pRoclAImeD sTronG anD fiT...tO thE eXtenT u cANt diSciplIne uR oWn kIDs...aT e vEry leaSt i duN clImb aLL ovEr mY fatHEr's hEad anD demANd foR tiTbiTS lYk a hOg...sO waT maKEs u tiNk u hAf e riGht tO quEstioN mY maTurity...i duN repRoducE whEn i cAN't haNDle thEm...nOt taT mUch a raBbiT lYk u...bUt i tiNk negAtiVE coMments, evEn from pEople whOm i duN haF a siNgle bIt of reSpect, onLi sErveS tO puSh mE fuRthEr tO aChievE anD aChievE...taT aT leaSt shLd bE thE riGht aTtituDe i guEsS...anD i waNt tO aChievE aLL taT, noT bEcoX of thEm...thEy aRe oNLi sTepping stoNEs, i oNli wiSh taT coUld bE lIteraLly tRue...iT suX whEN suMonE wHom u toT wAS admIRablE tURn oUt tO a oFficE goSsipinG biTch (maYbe aLot oF other stUFf i duN caRE)...iT suX evEn mORe whEn suMonE whO coUld anD maYbe shOuld deFEnd u saId nOthinG bUt ' i aM aT faUlt tOo'...
wAt arE yA pLAyinG wiF?
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plAytimE!
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slEepiNg oN hiS boWls
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iNNocEnt liTTle oNe
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oN mUmmY's laP
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hE bRinGs a smIle aLL e timE
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oOoH
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soUlfuL
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shAVed
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lOok aT hiS biG bEllY...fiRst bEllY uP
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lOok aT hiS biG bEllY...fiRst bEllY uP
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lOok aT hiS biG bEllY...fiRst bEllY uP
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biScuIT!
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bLAdinG blAdinG blADing
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doUdoU! aT e fRont sEat wiF kEN
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aT e bUS-stOp
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fiRst shIrt
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bIg tOileT bOWl
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fiRst piLLow, RIP alReaDi
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fiRst bAth
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toFfeE's fiRst daY
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zAra shIrt
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Friday, October 13, 2006 || 3:47:00 AM
i fiNAllI fiNiShed my EG eSsay... tiMe chEck : 3.49aMiT's suCh a hUge, makE tat huGe x100000000000 rElieF...wAS quiTe woRriEd taT i wuN bE abLe tO fiNisheD iT oN tiMe...nOt bEcoX oF aNithinG bUt mY oWn pUrer-thAn-goLd slot-i-nEsS...oH, wuN i be glAD tO returN aLL thAt bOOks oN mY tabLe, actuaLLi gWEn's taBle, anD stARt boRRowinG boOks taT eVEn iNteresT mE...anYway, sAW tiS quOte whIle i wAS giving tuItion toDay...fRom aMy taN's JLC"wHen sumthinG thAt viOlenT hiTs yoU, u cAN't hElp bUt loSe uR baLAnce anD faLL. afTEr u pIck uRself uP, u reALisE u can'T truSt anYboDy tO saVE u-nOt ur huSbanD, nOt ur moTher, nOt God. sO whAT cAN u dO tO stoP uRseLF frM tiLtinG anD faLLing aLL ovEr aGAin?"nOthinG much, jUZ wanted tO shAre...tOt e firsT pArt tO be quiTe trUe anD hOW saD reaLLie tO haF nO oNE tO pick u uP...waTeva, toffeE wEnt foR hiS seCond triP tO e pArk tiS evEninG...neARly goT ruN oVEr bY a bIcyclE...anD i tinK doUdou's geTtinG a lIttlE jeALous bEcoX aLL thE paSSer-bys aRE scAred oF hiM bUt aTtracte d tO smALL, haRmleSs toFFee..yeSh, aLL i heAR wHen i bRing toFfeE oUt is 'oH sO smALl, hAO xiAO, sO kEchI'...bUt i aM mUch mORe pRoud oF doUdou anD hIS oBEdience anD dispLAy oF hOW weLL-trAineD hE iS...duNno whY, aN iMMerse feEling oF pRide jUZ rUsh oVEr whEn hE siTs doWn aUTomaticallY aT e croSs jUnctioN...but mY pRide's guMs bLeEd fRm roUgh pLay wiF toFFee afTEr thEY reAch hOMe... *sOb*
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006 || 3:17:00 PM
iT's a tUesdaY withoUt waYne...buT iT's stILl oKay cox i cAn remMEber smIlinG aWay aT mY teSt lASt nIte whEn hE lOoked aT me anD smIleD...haHAhaHa...i soUnd lYk s sTupid teEnagEr duN i?...buT i aM not...blEah...juZ taT iT takes mY miNd off whEn aLl i haFta anD caN thInk of iS oUr sEnior pRime miNister? Mr lEe KuaN yEw...hOw tO spEll hIS nAme anD waT i haF leaRnt iN mY soCiaL stUdieS bAck thEn...okI, to coNfeSs, e reASon i aM uP hEre blOggIng iS beCox i duN waNNa gO stARt aT taT EG aSSignmEnt taT iS sCreaMing for mY aTTentiOn...wALkeD iNto thE vcD shOp toDay, twO iN faCT anD saW a feW movieS taT i miSseD, onE taT i caUght bUt loVe tO biTs...mAYbe pRiraCy iS thE anSwer tO gREeD...sCarcity mEets uNliMIted waNts = pRiraCy?...fEll iN loVe wif thIs riDiculOus hP aCcessory at oNe of thE shOps...stiLl tiNkinG aBt it...a liTtle tOo ex for a foOlisH deSire...pLus i alReaDi haF twO oTher aCcesSoriEs oN mY hP...tsK...be raTionaL jOAnNe...okI, ruN oUt of stuff tO wRite...nO chOice haFTa gO stARt mY esSay...tsK...
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Sunday, October 08, 2006 || 8:06:00 PM
okI, hEre's e laTEst nEws...i faIleD mY grADing...haIZ...eXpected reAllie...bUt stiLL kiNda suCky aFTEr coNsideriNg hOW maNy hRs i haFta woRk tO paY taT suM of grADing feEs...bUt iT's aLL woRthwhiLe bEcoX e roArinG piG goT stRike (stRikeD?) (stRoke?) doWn bY a faKE tuRning foLlowEd bY a bAck hOok yeSterdaY...enDeD uP wiF a diSlocatEd jaW anD a pOsTpoNEd hONeymOon...on e sPot, anD i dO meaN IMMEDIATELY i chEEred...iF u gavE mE chAMpaGne i woUld haF pOpped iT tHEre anD tHEn...thOugh iF hE haD a diSlocatEd pEnis anD a nEver-goNna-bE-eXistinG maNhOOd i woUld aPPly foR firEworks iN celEbratIon...wAT a waSTe...waT a tErriBle terRible wASte...anYWays, i haF lOng siNce aDmiTTed taT i haVEn bEen gOOd wiF e elDerlY...i duNno hOW tO spEak thEir lIngO, hOW tO makE theM feEL i aM siNCere oR hOW tO bE coMfortabLE aRd thEm...but i tiNk aT leaSt i duN saY aLL e wRong+diSresPectfuL stUFf anD stiLL bE aLL-sO-pRouD aBt iT...diN tiNk any oF theM deServe iT...e whOlE daY sEems tO haF slIppEd paSt wIThout mE reALising...iT iS aT leaSt 7pM anD i haVEn doNE aNy EG nOr stUDieD anY LM...tsK tsK, i aM sO goNNA bE iN deEp shit...i juZ waNna plaY anD plaY, laFf anD laFf, reJoicE anD rejOice...aLl daY, evErydaY...
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 || 2:52:00 AM
liFe's a bitCh suMtimes duN yA tiNk sO?...tOo muCh uPs & doWns...eXcitinG yeSh, bUT tOO muCh foR mE...stUdies, woRk, lOve, tOo iNtenSe, tOo hEctiC...lIFe haSn't bEen aLl taT sMooTh-saIlinG foR mE nOW, i guEss mY guArdiaN aNgeL mUZ bE oN aNNuaL lEaVe oR suMthinG...i nEed aN eyE chEcK soOn...e woRds aRe blURrinG oN e sCreeN riGht bEfoRE mE...sO wEre tHEy tiS mORninG aT wayNe's clASs...anYWay, i tiNk thEre aRe pEople oUt thEre whO aRE juZ dEtriMEntL tO UR lIFe's weLL-beiNg...pEOple whO diScouragE tOo mUCh, pEOple whO aChievE liTTle aND waNt u tO acHievE evEn leSser, thoSe whO duN nOE u weLL enUFf, oR thOSe whO aSSume thEY dO...suMtimEs iT's bEta tO foLLow waT u feEl u cAN dO, wAT u feEl u noE, thAN tO lisTEn tO thoSe aRd u...iT's stIll okI tO bE iNFluenCed bY pEOple suPErior tO ur caPAbilities, bUT i'D liStent O e weaKEr oNEs sO i woUld nOE whY pEOple faiL...i leaRn viCarioUSly taT waY...mE duN dO nO suBstiTutioN...u maKE mE tiNk thAT i aM a bAckuP, a reSErve...i haF nV bEen oNE iN mY lIFe aS faR aS i caN remMEber anD i duN iNtenD tO leT u maKE mE oNE...& iF u reALlie meanT iT taT waY i wiSH u roT iN hELL...u maY tiNk i haF nO reAson foR anGEr buT taT's bEcoX u duN nOE baSic reSpect...oR mayBE u duN tiNk i deSErve tHEm...iT suZ whEn mY kINDneSs gEts taKEn foR granTEd...i aM noT owAEz liTTe mISs niCe, maYBE wIthoUt thE 'nE' iN mY naME i mIght bE...tOo baD mY glOrioUS naMe is JOANNE...
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 || 1:14:00 AM
whY gO tO eXtrEme?...eASier saiD thAn doNE...whEn suMone viCIouslY aTTAck u, uR pRide, uR egO, aLL u wAnnA dO iS kiLL thEm...sO hOW tO avOid thE eXtreMe?...i remMeber giVing tiS aDviCe tO oNe oF mY reCentlY-sInGle fRen..."duN dO anIthiNg u mIghT lIVe tO regRet iN fuTUre"...pRActisE waT u pReaCh i'LL saY...coZ u uSuallY pReAch wiF a clEar mInd...aNYways, duN u guYs jUZ geT pisSed oFf whEn ugEt thE blaME oF suMthing nOt doNE thaT isN't ur respOnsiBiliTy iN e fiRst pLace?...oPen ur eyEs, oPEn uR eyEs tO sEe hOW muCh i haF doNE...anD waT iT woUld bE lYk iF i stoPped doIng watEva i aM doInG nOW...wOulD u reGret thN?...wouLd u aPPreciAte mY eFforts thEn?...woULdn't iT bE tOo laTE?...toK abT apRreciatiOn...I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DUN APPRECIATE MY EFFORTS...anD i makE iT a pOint neVEr tO bE taT foOlisH a sEconD timE...i'M fiNE iF u duN waNNa aCcept mY toTs oF u, u wiLL nV reCeive aNother...tMR iS anOther chArismatiC mOrniNg wiF waYne...moSt pRobaBly thE lasT thoUgh...iT's bREAkiNg mY heaRt...haHahA...
