“Life's Full of Temptations”

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i wiSH hE toOk a piCturE wiTh yOu...
bUt i guEsS iT's oK thAt i sEe liTTle mS mIA lYnn tOo...



aCtually thAt piCture wE bOught foR yOur paRents,
iS whaT caUght mY eyEs...



aFter caMping aT shAdow mOuntaiNs,
aT jAcksOns,
aT thE verY baCk oF thaT stoRe wE foUnd thIs...
yOu sAId yOur mOm loVes elKs,
anD thAt your daD coUld pRobaBly maKe a fraME lIke thaT tOo...



i reMember...

anD thE sOng foR thE siLly gamE tOday iS...







I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside


Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end


I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...



hoW aPpropRiate

sEems liKe thiS iS thE lethAl coMbinatiON...



cryIng tO sLeep+wEt haiR+reDs+flU+aCcumulAted lAck oF slEep




jOAnnE iS dOWn aGain,
fuNny hoW i haVE beEn reaLly siCk (mC aND aLl kiNd)
lEss thAn fiVE tiMEs mY twEnty foUR plUS yeaRs,
anD twiCe haPpened thIS yEar...




tEll mE, i shOuld pRobably chANge mY jOb...
hAhahA

i aM doiNg whAti haVe prepAred foR hIm,
whEn 'wE' juSt expiRed...




soMEtimeS i wiSH i aM iN aN aMEricaN hIgh sChool,
sChooL lIfe sEems sO evIliSh-lY fuN...
iF yoU aRent a chEerleAder,
or a blOnde...







anD thiS jUSt aDds oNE mOre pLAce tO mY traVEl pLAns...
mExicO...

thAnk yOu pEOple...
bUt hOw diD yOu aLL knOw sO fasT?
i delEted thE nOtiCe, diD iT stiLL shOw oN yoUr 'hOMe'paGe?





iT waS hArd,
tO 'canCel' thAt relAtionshIp,
tHAt yoU 'reQuest'-eD...
buT i waIted, foR mY 15tH, anD yOurs,
aLL thE waY tiL iT reaChes 16th foR yoU...






liKe a roSe...
wiThered, buT stiLL beAutifuL iN mY eyEs...




i caN sTiLL sEe iT foR whaT iT haD bEen...

'Shelby knew that some librarians felt the human brain was like a microfiche file, impossibly tiny images and words on transparent leaves,
arranged page by page for a person's viewing pleasure.
But every time she saw those miniature dossiers,
she thought that if any art of the body were similarly catalogued,
it would be the heart.
She imagined autopsies, the organ sliced thin.
One silver would chronicle the way you cherished a child;
one would record the feelings you had for parents and siblings.
Another,scarlet, might be etched with moments of passion;
angels embracing on the head of a pin.
And for those who were lucky,
the thinnest slice would be teaming with memories of a love
so strong it turned you inside out and left you gasping,
and would be an identical match to a slice stored in the heart of a soul mate.



Desiderate: to long for'



There are two ways to be fooled.
One is to believe what isnt true;
the other is to refuse to believe what is true.


- Soren Kierkegaard



-Second Glance by Jodi Picoult






i thiNk iT's a goOd shOw...



woUld yOu forgIve?
woUld yOu sTay wiTh hiM?

She knew as she walked with him that she would never forget this moment.
She wanted to stop time, and stay there forever with him.
.
.
.
.
And then it came. The final moent, final touch, final kiss,
final feel of his arms around her and hers around him.
'I love you so much,' she whispered,
as they both fought back tears.
.
.
.
.
For this one last moment she was his, and perhaps never again.
.
.
.
.
She saw the familiar palace where she had grown up.
But it no longer feel like coming home to her.
Parker was home. Senafe was home.



- H.R.H by Danielle Steel



yoU weRe hOme. tHere wAs hOme.
stiLL...

1) Lie on your left side while trying to sleep
2) Feel a tear trickle from the inner corner of your right eye
3) Turn to sleep on your right side instead
4) Feel the same tear going back the path it came
5) Back into the right eye
6) And another one joining it from the inner corner of the left eye



i cAn't hoPE foR thE saME miRacle caN i?

hAppy biRthdaY paL!

whEn i waS liTTle,
pEople weAr evEning gowNS tO weDding baNquets.
thE oLDer lADies lIKE mY muM woULD bUy fROm OG,
anD mY prettY auNts woUld takE oNE froM daNiel yAm eaCh...




seEms lIke wE thiNk iT's Ok,
evEn fashIonaBle tO weAr a panTs suiT,
oR anYthing tHat lOoks remOtely lIKe oNe,
tO coME tO a weDDing...



i dOnt like thaT,
anD i hoPE i haVE pRettY pretTy lAdies,
sUAve gentlEmeN aT mY weDDIng...





'Life is one big party when you're still young
But who's gonna have your back when it's all done
It's all good when you're little, you have pure fun'



iT's a gOod, sAturdaY nIght, timBre,
guITar, baND kInd oF sOng...

soME haNDs aRe foR guITAr,
struMminG, plUckinG,
leaD, rhYthm, anD baSs.
somE haNDs aRe foR coOking,
sliCing,chOpping,
linE, pREp, oR paNtry.
whAt abOut youRs?



soME mOuths aRE foR soNgs,
sOothing, sCreamIng,
soLo, dueT oR banD.
soMe moutHS aRe foR deClaratioNS,
whiSpering, aSSuring,
maN, loVEr, anD anGel.
whAt abOut youRs?



soME eyeS aRE foR visIon,
reADing, caPturinG,
sCenes, siGns, anD liNEs.
sOme eyEs aRe foR, weLL, teaRs,
triCkling, esCAping,
preoCupatioN, fAsCinatIon, oR dejEction.
whAt abOut youRs?



soMe heArts aRe foR liFe,
pUmpinG, pUlsinG,
blOod, bEats,oR breAths.
soME hEarts aRE foR lovE,
chErishIng, chRistenIng,
coNnectiOn, coExistenCe, anD coNtinuity.
whAt abOut yOurs?



whAt abOut yoURs?

haLloweeN aT niGht sAfari sOunds gOOd,
i waNted tO gO somEwhere witH vaMpires, ghOSts, pUmpkins tOo...



trust me...
sorrY i caNt,
bUt thE sighT oF thesE twO worDs,
maDe mE crY...

jOAnne neEds tO,
jOanNe waNts tO
faLL aSleep...
noW